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“It’s sort of like my past is unfinished painting, and as the artist of that painting i must fill in all the ugly holes, and make it beautiful again”

"When i look back on my life, it’s not that i don’t want to see things exactly as they happened, it’s just that i prefer to remember them in an artistic way(...)  trauma is the ultimate killer. Memories are not recycled like items and particles and quantum physics. They can be lost forever.(...)"